Today is the anniversary of when Morgan and I met.
We met on Patriots Day in 2006. I was watching the marathon and he was at the Red Sox game. I, and then later
we, lived mere blocks from the finish line. And I still
continue to work for the same architectural firm as I did then which is also mere blocks from the finish line. The Back Bay of Boston was my 'hood. I know those streets quite well. Heck, my blog is even named after one.
It's been difficult to process the continued coverage of the marathon bombing. Sometimes I tell myself that it's better to not look and listen. To shelter myself from it. After all we're 2700 miles away and people here don't really talk about it. But I'm not so sure it really
is better. There's a fine line between wanting to know nothing and wanting to know everything.
Yesterday it was tough not to sense the somberness throughout the office even through email. One co-worker noted that some construction was going on in the building next door and every time there was a loud bang he would jump. That police/army officers were patrolling the peaceful Public Garden with automatic rifles where we typically eat our lunch and watch the Swan Boats. But when I found out the second identified victim was from Medford, where Morgan and I made our home the last couple years, that truly broke my heart. I knew I couldn't be in denial anymore and now I just wish I could hug my friends and neighbors for like 80 years. But I can't.
That being said, it's tough not to absorb a lesson here as we embark on making some major life decisions (what to do after Arizona) in the next couple months. Life is too short to always be waiting for it to begin. Occasionally I'm guilty of this...
once I get a new job, once we have a baby, once we move to a new house, and then
once we have another baby... etc. But there are absolutely no guarantees in tomorrow. This is it. You don't like where you're at? Change it. I guess I've sort of always lived my life this way. It's what brought me to Boston in the first place. And I wouldn't trade that for anything.
In closing,
I love you, dear, dear City. Wherever I go you will always be in my heart. And I promise not to forget what happened here.
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| a very pregnant me, at the finish line, spring 2009 |